As you can see im re-doing a new blog. A blog is a like a chapter. And a book is like my life. So Whenever i change my blog, it means the start of a new chapter. I think the song i put in the blog really fits the theme dosnt it ? ^^ For those who dont know the song, its
Let you go by Ashley Parker Angel.
Broken promises
That you don't really mind
It's not the first time And you know it, don't you now
Tell me why it is, you only smile inside
When you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried
Over and over again
Stupid fights
Wrong or right
Goodbye...
[Chorus:]
I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but
I gotta Let U Go...
You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful and merciful, It took me down
Too little and too late
So now I know your kind
You fake it easy, just to please me
Don't you know
It's not like we haven't tried
Over and over again
Sleepless nights
wrong or right
Goodbye...
[Chorus:]
I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna, but I gotta
Let U Go...
I gotta let u go...
It's you...
There's nothing I can do
I remember when you came with me that night
You said forever you said forever you said forever
Here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let U Go
I Remember when you came with me that night
You said forever you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
No I don't wanna but I gotta
Let U Go...
This song is not talking about this chapter. This song is summing up the last chapter that i wrote. Thats if anybody can actually remember what it was about ^^ We'll it was the longest night in my life and i never thought i would see dawn again.
Well im not feeling at my best these few days. I said i'd be happy for the rest of my life, i'll try my best But really really, Highly impossible. I feel like im losing a very close friend. I've known this friend for 2 years, well ALMOST 2 years. Somewhere there i guess. We've been really good friends. That friend would cheer me up whenever i was sad. During the DARKEST-EST part of my life, That friend kept me moving, helped me, Showered me with love and care and most importantly, Let me know that someone was ALWAYS there for me NO MATTER WHAT. I treasure this friend alot but seems like a new group of people you've met has drifted you from me. Well, Im not selfish. Having new friends is nothing wrong. But What saddens me is that, You treat me like a transparency now. You have no idea hw much it hurts. I heard your aiming for someone therefore being in that place. Its always that same case. The pass 2-3targets, all same same. I dont know luh.. in a way i do think that u are a little desperate. It dosnt feel good to be transparent. Although things are like that, I want to always be there for you no matter what. I want to know what is happening in your life. When u went abroad, I wasnt even informed. That made me really upset, Im really non existant in your life now arnt i ? I hope things will get better. You tell me u arnt in the mood, Have u ever considerd my feelings and mood ? Sighh... I dont know luh.. I doubt you will even read this and notice its talking about you. imma go off now. But please remember .
If being your rubbish bin keeps us as friends, I'll be ur Rubbish Dump forever.
My Love and care for a friend Makes me vulnerable to tears, everynight .
Loves,
GINU
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