I thought about it for awile. Maybe im nt that much of a friend also either. I mean EVERYBODY wants someone thr for them to pour everything they have inside out at them . And i realise many words that i say contradicts myself. I' ve changed. I've changed into a selfish, Reluctant, Unsocialble Bitch. But why ? i used to be so carefree and crazy. I treated everybody like gold and now Everything is like Garbage. Whts wrong with me? I want to be soemone that everybody will be happy to be around. Now im nothing but a burden and an irritant. I hate myself sometimes.
Thinking about it, How about people like AHRA? Whom i pour my shyt to. I wonder if she feels the same as what i feel. If so, im sorry. But sometimes its just great to have someone there no matter what. I shall learn to be such a friend. I WILL stop complaining. GINU, U have to learn ginu, U have to learn.
Im sorry that u saw everything. Now im once again an alien in the planet EARTH.
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GINU
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